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fanfic: First

Title: First
Author: Athene
Fandom: Primeval
Pairing/characters: Abby/Connor   
Rating: 18
Warnings: smut
Spoilers: none
Disclaimer: Not mine. ITV and Impossible Pictures own them.
Word count: approx 340
Summary: Abby didn’t actually ask if it was Connor’s first time. She didn’t need to.

 

Abby didn’t actually ask if it was Connor’s first time. She didn’t need to; the fact that his hands were practically shaking, and his dark eyes held equal amounts of anticipation and fear told her everything she needed to know.

At first it was awkward. Awkward and fractured and too slow. That look of fear stayed in his eyes, as if he expected her to reject him even now, even after she had finally asked him to come into her bed.

Eventually Abby slid a hand around the back of Connor’s neck and pulled him down into a long, gentle kiss.

“Stop panicking,” she whispered. “It doesn’t have to be perfect. It just has to be you.”

Connor’s eyes widened and he let out a surprised laugh that was as much a release of tension as it was about humour. Whatever he was expecting her to say, that clearly hadn’t been on the list. He hesitated for another moment, and then a smile finally chased away the last of his fears. His fingers trailed slowly down her body and Abby arched into his touch, desperate for more.

As he finally gained confidence, his hands and mouth gently explored her body in a way that no man ever had before. His eyes silently asked permission whenever he strayed into unknown territory, and that was new for her as well. Abby let him set the pace, encouraged him when he got it right, and guided him when he faltered.

            She was so focussed on making sure that he was okay that, for once, her own climax caught her by surprise. His name on her lips mingled with the sound of his breathless gasp, and when Abby felt wetness on her face she wasn’t sure if it was his tears or her own.

It was only afterwards, lying safe and content in his arms, that Abby realised Connor wasn’t the only one who had experienced a first that night.

            Oh, she’d had sex many times before. But tonight was the first time she had ever made love.

 



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alyse From: alyse Date: January 17th, 2010 09:25 pm (UTC) (Link)
Awww. That's utterly adorable.
deinonychus_1 From: deinonychus_1 Date: January 17th, 2010 09:31 pm (UTC) (Link)
See, even when I try to write porn it ends up not actually being very porny, and more like fluffy with a side order of angst!
alyse From: alyse Date: January 17th, 2010 09:32 pm (UTC) (Link)
But I like fluff with a side order of angst. It makes me happy.

Don't you want to make me happy?

::makes anime eyes::
deinonychus_1 From: deinonychus_1 Date: January 17th, 2010 09:37 pm (UTC) (Link)
that's good then. It's just, you know, if I was advertising it as porn people might be disappointed by the lack of porniness (is that even a real word?).

But fluffy angst (or even angsty fluff) is all good.
alyse From: alyse Date: January 17th, 2010 09:38 pm (UTC) (Link)
It is emotional porn, and that is of the good.

I'm easy, as no doubt moonlettuce keeps telling everyone ::g::, so whether they're snuggling or going at it like bunnies, it makes me happy.

ETA: And porniness is totally a word.

Edited at 2010-01-17 09:39 pm (UTC)
reggietate From: reggietate Date: January 17th, 2010 09:34 pm (UTC) (Link)
Sweet, and the last line is rather moving.
deinonychus_1 From: deinonychus_1 Date: January 17th, 2010 09:40 pm (UTC) (Link)
yey, I'm glad that worked. Poor Abby, I'm sure Connor will look after her.

Edited at 2010-01-17 09:41 pm (UTC)
madcatt82 From: madcatt82 Date: January 17th, 2010 09:36 pm (UTC) (Link)
Awww, that's fluffy and sweet and all sorts of adorable!
deinonychus_1 From: deinonychus_1 Date: January 17th, 2010 09:43 pm (UTC) (Link)
Somehow with me, Connor porn always ends up fluffy and adorable. Nice to know you liked it.
lazlo_darian From: lazlo_darian Date: January 17th, 2010 09:39 pm (UTC) (Link)
Love this; that last line is beautiful! <3
deinonychus_1 From: deinonychus_1 Date: January 17th, 2010 09:44 pm (UTC) (Link)
thanks, glad you liked it. In the show, Abby defintely give the impression of not having had many particularly good relationships in the past.
bella_farfalla From: bella_farfalla Date: January 17th, 2010 09:57 pm (UTC) (Link)
Awww very sweet.
deinonychus_1 From: deinonychus_1 Date: January 17th, 2010 11:13 pm (UTC) (Link)
thanks. I do like a bit of fluffy C/A every now and then.
knitekat From: knitekat Date: January 17th, 2010 10:15 pm (UTC) (Link)
Awww. Sweet fluff.
deinonychus_1 From: deinonychus_1 Date: January 17th, 2010 11:14 pm (UTC) (Link)
maybe I should change the warning from 'smut' to 'fluff'? Glad you liked it anyway.

Edited at 2010-01-17 11:15 pm (UTC)
dunderklumpen From: dunderklumpen Date: January 17th, 2010 10:18 pm (UTC) (Link)
Love!

That's so sweet. Wonderful last sentence.
deinonychus_1 From: deinonychus_1 Date: January 17th, 2010 11:15 pm (UTC) (Link)
thanks, glad you liked. I think the last sentence was the thing that came first with this fic, and then the rest of it was written to lead up to it.
telperion_15 From: telperion_15 Date: January 17th, 2010 11:23 pm (UTC) (Link)
Awwwwwwwwww, that's lovely!
deinonychus_1 From: deinonychus_1 Date: January 18th, 2010 07:31 pm (UTC) (Link)
I appear to have hit everyone's 'awwww' buttons with this fic.
wilemina_29 From: wilemina_29 Date: January 18th, 2010 12:03 am (UTC) (Link)
Awwww! That was so so sweet and hot and beautiful and . . . awwww!

I just read it four times and have no doubt I'll read it again.

:-)
deinonychus_1 From: deinonychus_1 Date: January 18th, 2010 07:32 pm (UTC) (Link)
I was aiming for smut, and somehow ended up with fluff! Glad you liked it, anyway.
wilemina_29 From: wilemina_29 Date: January 21st, 2010 12:11 am (UTC) (Link)
But it was smutty fluff! Which is even better! :D
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deinonychus_1 From: deinonychus_1 Date: January 18th, 2010 07:33 pm (UTC) (Link)
thanks, glad you liked.
sunsets_dinos From: sunsets_dinos Date: January 18th, 2010 08:10 am (UTC) (Link)
I read it just bc it's you. :) It was lovely but I'm firmly holding onto the belief that the last line was meant to be very angsty, referring to Abby being abused in the past because unfortunately I'm not very interested in her otherwise
deinonychus_1 From: deinonychus_1 Date: January 18th, 2010 07:35 pm (UTC) (Link)
Heehee! Well, there's angst there if you want to read it in - Connor thinking he's going to be rejected, Abby contrasting it with all her previous bad relationships. I wouldn't want to deprive you of angst, after all *evil giggle*
echo_fangirl From: echo_fangirl Date: January 18th, 2010 08:21 am (UTC) (Link)
Love! Sweet and fluffy and love!
deinonychus_1 From: deinonychus_1 Date: January 18th, 2010 07:36 pm (UTC) (Link)
thanks, I do like a bit of fluffy Connor first time fluff.
bigtitch From: bigtitch Date: January 18th, 2010 08:52 am (UTC) (Link)
Awwwwww. That's lovely. And just Awwwwwwwww.
deinonychus_1 From: deinonychus_1 Date: January 18th, 2010 07:37 pm (UTC) (Link)
I can't remember the last time I wrote a fic that got this many 'awwww's! Maybe I should stop breaking them and write fluffy smut more often.
fififolle From: fififolle Date: January 18th, 2010 01:41 pm (UTC) (Link)
Wooo. That was bloody brilliant.
deinonychus_1 From: deinonychus_1 Date: January 18th, 2010 07:39 pm (UTC) (Link)
glad you liked. I've finally started writing C/A again! Yey.
mysteriousaliwz From: mysteriousaliwz Date: January 18th, 2010 05:37 pm (UTC) (Link)
Another comment here along the lines of 'Awww, how lovely!'
deinonychus_1 From: deinonychus_1 Date: January 18th, 2010 07:40 pm (UTC) (Link)
LOL. Clearly this hit everyone's fluffy fluff button *grin*
miatemple From: miatemple Date: January 20th, 2010 06:37 pm (UTC) (Link)
that was so pretty! i loved it, awesome <3
deinonychus_1 From: deinonychus_1 Date: January 22nd, 2010 06:08 pm (UTC) (Link)
thanks, glad you liked.
talliw From: talliw Date: January 31st, 2010 05:14 pm (UTC) (Link)
That was so sweet. And the last line was just wonderful.*smelts*
deinonychus_1 From: deinonychus_1 Date: January 31st, 2010 10:20 pm (UTC) (Link)
thanks, this pairing lends itself to angsty fluff so well.
prehistoriccat From: prehistoriccat Date: February 12th, 2010 10:05 pm (UTC) (Link)
Another Awwwww here too :)
deinonychus_1 From: deinonychus_1 Date: February 13th, 2010 09:18 am (UTC) (Link)
thanks, 'awwww' is always a good response to fluffy fic.
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